Monday, October 29, 2007

My heart is bleeding these few days...
Our class has finally grown up and matured...
After two whole years...
We have had happy moments...
and sad ones...
But its the memories that counts...
There are people joining us...
and people leaving us...
all throughout the two years...

Abigail - known as cookie monster...anyway she is a councilor...
Agnes - ok... i don't know her that well...
Arsyad - He is ok...but i wish he go for band more...
Arsyraf - haha...i need play soccer more...lol...
Benjamin - he...erm...wait...so-so lah..
Bryan - whoa...he chairman in this and that and monitor...lion mah...
Cheng Wei - haha...known as king kong...but not big nor large...thin and tanned...
Cheng Woon - erm...also dont know...paiseh...
Chia Yu - as i had said...best band partner...regardless of anything...
Chloe - hyperactive sia...and good in music...
Clarence - a good lad...he spents his time helping people...
Daniel - well...he could be considered a great buddy...haha...THANKS...
Darren - haha...most intelligent brother i ever had...
Doreen - Erm...after half a year...still not so well yet...
Gui Yan - She got top in everything...sigh...admire leh...
Jahnavi - another smart girl...haha...
James - haha...silent guy...that is one word to describe him...
Jesslyn - a smart girl...i wish her all the best...
Jian Ying - Nice guy...COME BAND MORE PLEASE...
Jolyn - Helpful person...haha...what more can i say...
Kek Yun - sister...haha...maybe i made that up...anyway...she is nice...
Kenny - well...at least he is someone i will remember for a long...long...time...
Lisa - the drawing genius...haha...act like young 3 year old though...
May - Class monitress...but acts like a granmother...dont know why...
Nicholas - Best friend i ever had...haha...he councilor also...
Rakesh - the third in EMS ranking...one SMART guy...haha...
Sera - Ermm...you know...those kind... erm...active...ya...thats the word...
Si Min - Erm...good luck in controlling kenny in your CCA...u will nid it...
Sim Yi - Older brother...though can be siao...and rough...
Stefanie - haha...i feel sorry that we might not be in same class lo...
Stephen - Smartest guy...i want his brains...JOKING...HAHA...
Thong - Soccer guy who have good results...wonder how he does it...
Vanathy - the third councilor from our class...very smart...
Vinson - OK...he is the guy from CO...FULLSTOP...
Wan Lin - the girl who is clever and smart...i have no other words to describe her...
Yeo Khee - haha...just when we were about to have some fun...
Yi Ying - the crazy girl who laugh like hell...anyway i take that back...she is OK...
Zhi Xian - well...he helped to control the class a lot...the past monitor...

the past is history...
the present is now...
the future is ours to create...
I wish all you people the best of luck and godspeed...
May you all be of spirit...

...The time have come...ours ways and paths are decided by fate...this is where we depart...

10:18 PM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

I feel useless all of a sudden...
Regardless of which area...
Academic...
Language...
Leadership...
Strength...
CCA...
I feel useless...
at everything
I am just a jack of all trades...but master of none...
I am not the best in anything...
I am a total waste of space on earth...
Others get high grades...
And so close to the top...
I get lower...
Others have talents to show...
in terms of leadership...
CCA discussion...
Everything...
while i have none...
they speak of hidden talents...
i have waited and tried to discover...
but all i found is a broken heart...
And empty space...
I am weak...
useless...
A disgrace to everything...
My blogsong...is titled 'Hero'...
i will get out from the darkness...
and survive this...

...The soul of a man...gets broken easily...but it shall regenerate...and mutate...to adapt to worse difficulties...

8:26 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

TODAY...
I ANNOUNCE THAT I HATE ANOTHER GROUP OF PEOPLE...
it all started like this...
there were two grps of ppl...
one was a bronze grade...while the other was a silver grade...
to think the silver grad ppl...
would exactly use their power to get something...
FROM THE BRONZE GRADE PEOPLE...
i hate them a lot...
ok...
enough with code names...
i am so fed up already...
they wanted to exchanged drumsets...
arent the old one good enough???
they wanted the new one...
the heads did not allow...
but their head scolded them like siao...
our teacher in charge...
still sided with them...
saying a lot of crap abt family...
rubbish...
filth...
ok...we let them...
but the old one came back spoilt...
i hate them now...
i have seen people cry for this organisation...
people argue...
people fight...
some even fainted...
to build up the reputation...
but this was ruined due to THEM...
dun blame me on this...
i will FIGHT back...
u will see...

Fateless cowards...hiding under another mask...fight me if u dare...for i shall get endless revenge...

8:03 PM

Friday, October 19, 2007

I hate my results...
They are like so low...
Compared with someone else...
i hate this...
Why cant i juz beat he or she in something?!?!?
sigh...
i gt so low...
especially my language part...
Chinese...B4...
English...C6...
Literature...B3...(but the exam i gt C6)
I can do all the other papers...
and score good marks...
But these three...
i always get so low...
The rest ok lah...
lets start from the bottom...
Home Economics...B3...
Art...B3...
the rest are not so bad...
D&T...A2...
Maths...A1...
Science...A1...
Geography...A1...
History...A1...
So overall i think i gt 72 marks...
An A2...
....
ok...up to now...
i vent all my anger by playing soccer with the others...
kicking the ball damn hard...
alright..
the end...
FOR NOW...

...Seeker of light...Keeper of darkness...they are the same...light can never be without darkness...

3:44 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I have been thinking about it...
Reflecting to the past...
A piece of memory has come together...
memory has never been my strongest point...
But this one is special...
Kindergarden...
i met a girl though...
I did not even know who she is...
P2...
I met this girl again...
but did not know it was the same girl...
Sec 1...
i met her again...
in the same CCa...
though i did know of my long history...
until i saw photos...
SO IF YOU ALL SPREAD ANY RUMOURS ABOUT ME...
I GONNA MAKE SURE YOUR LIFE IS BAD...
LIKE...
HELL...
2 POINTS TO TAKE NOTE...
NUMBER 1: I DUN HAVE A CRUSH ON HER
NUMBER 2: SHE IS JUST A FRIEND
Ok...
now that is over...
time to go...

Ahh...it is coming together at last...my memories...are just priceless...

4:47 PM

Friday, October 5, 2007

Frustated...
Angered...
Disappointed...
I think i will do horribly in all the exams...
ENGLISH...
My worst subject of all...
i suk at this...
no wonder so much singlish...
I hate english due to the oral...
especially the...
CHINESE...
Well not so bad lah...
Except i cant make a better compo...
and i think i gt the letter writing wrong...
and the multiple choice i use onli luck...
YA...
Not bad...
Maths...
So-so...
Ms huda said the results were very disapointing...
hence adding to my worries...
Science...
no prob...
except a few scientific equations or methods i dun usually understand onli...
Geography...
Ok...
i did all the questions...
Thanks xin yu by the way for teaching me ozone depletion and global warming...
even though i never did those questions...
History...
i practically slept in the middle of the exam...
and lose problaby 20 marks due to the fact that i scribbled answers...
on the SBQ...
Literature...
Dun bother...
i never pass a single lit exam before...
So overall...
NOT BAD...
Not bad INDEED...
Oh and by the way...
if you dun noe...
i change my name to the Overlord...
so dun worry...
here is an explanation of it...

an overlord was a lord having authority over other lords

Get it?
K i going off...

The overlord gains power from the rest...hundreds have fell under him...darkness shall always be on the par with light...

11:52 PM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Before a period of conflict...
i was liked...good...kind...
soon...i changed...turned...

You Are 38% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 84% Good

You are not only a good person... you are a model citizen and a natural leader.
Whether you know it or not, your high moral standards and good judgment is truly rare.
You don't take ethical short cuts in life. You are able to do what's right - even when it's very difficult.
And while it may seem like no one else is as on track as you are, take heart in knowing that you set a good example for others.

You are also probably: Very sensitive and in tune with the world

Right now you are on track to being: A saint

To be a better person: Gently mentor someone who is taking the wrong path in life

How Good Are You?

After...that conflict...
the darkness within me gained more control...
corrupting me more and more...

You Are 44% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 68% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you

How Good Are You?

...Do not blame me if this is...
...the...
...new...
...me...
In this world now...
i feel there is no such thing as friends...
except those...

...My spirit goes from being pure to darkness...but my pureness...remains...resulting in a half blood...

9:29 PM

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